It’s been ages, I know. I admittedly fell off the map for a while. It’s largely i part because Ivan needs some medication to get up and running smoothly again, and my lazy/broke ass doesn’t have the energy/funds to repair him. Someone do it for free? Please? Pretty please? That’s reason number one. Reason two is that I’m a busy person—(kinda), full time jobs take most of your energy so for the couple days you get to lounge around the house, the last thing I think about it blogging. Writing, sometimes. Not blogging. They’re too separate for me now. Which brings me to number three. I used this blog as a medium of communication between myself and everyone who happens to come across it. I do not write things to instigate anger or hatred in others, I write simply for the sake of writing, pouring emotion or putting legibility to random thoughts. This is it. So how can I say this kindly, in a way that you’ll understand? Get the fuck over yourselves. No, not every post is about you. If you are or have been any part of my life in that last four years then I’m sure you’ve been made reference to at least once on here. In that event, no I do not need to ask for permission to write about you or what you think make have reference to you. Nor have I spent the last four years conjuring thoughts and poems to make it on this blog hoping that you’ll see it and strike some emotion. Truth be told, if there were a way to restrict certain IP addresses from even viewing this blog, then I would (i.e., if you know how to do this, please help a homie out).
1. lazy & busy
2. Ivan needs help
3. Tired of the “is this about me” questions/claims
I’ve made a conscious decision though to ignore that last factor and instead tough it out through the laziness, Ivan’s lack lustre performance and the nagging. Here it is. Back. Back. Back. For how long? I’m not quite sure. But I do know that I’ve mentally made note of many things to add to the various segments here. Including, “New a Day,” and “Things I should have said.”
I missed Danny. Truly I did.
